Please.. Make this possible.

My memories are like.. Fading.

Help me with this..


Remembering things.

Please.

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Missing You

John Waite

Every time I think of you, I always catch my breath

And I'm still standing here, and you're miles away

And I'm wonderin' why you left

And there's a storm that's raging through my frozen heart tonight

I hear your name in certain circles, and it always makes me smile

I spend my time thinkin' about you, and it's almost driving me wild

And there's a heart that's breaking down this long distance line tonight

I ain't missing you at all since you've been gone away

I ain't missing you, no matter what I might say

There's a message in the wire, and I'm sending you this signal tonight

You don't know how desperate I've become

And it looks like I'm losing this fight

In your world I have no meaning, though I'm trying hard to understand

And it's my heart that's breaking down this long distance line tonight

[Chorus]

I ain't missing you at all since you've been gone away

I ain't missing you, no matter what my friends say

And there's a message that I'm sending out, like a telegraph to your soul

And if I can't bridge this distance, stop this heartbreak overload

[Chorus]

I ain't missing you, I ain't missing you, I can lie to myself

And there's a storm that's raging through my frozen heart tonight

[Chorus]

Ain't missing you, I ain't missing you

I ain't missing you, I can lie to myself

Ain't missing you, I ain't missing you

I ain't missing you, I ain't missing you

I ain't missing you, I ain't missing you, ain't missing you, oh no

No matter what my friends might say, I ain't missing you...

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The Early Feel of it..

Every year, it could happen once or even twice earlier than the date expected.
I said it before here that some things are quite earlier for me..

Like the coming Holy Week.
The neighborhood, as if they talked about it, act like it's already Holy Week. The smell, the heat, the sounds.. All of it makes me so vulnerable.

I told my brother two weeks ago about this. He was startled with the thought, though he didn't show it. But I saw it. There is something with this feeling that lingers to me like it's part of me.. That should happen every now and then.



Oh, by the way, I'm in my very own one week vacation. No, we still have classes and our finals week would be on March 23-28, after that it would be waaaaaahhhhhh.. VACATION. REST. FREE TIME. The reason why I'm absent and having my own vacation is that our department is having its College Days, which was held last March 3, 4, 5. So I decided to take a leave and did not even bid any notice with my friends, (That's why they were looking at me).

And I forgot to say that I am currently editing a video commercial that we shot for two consecutive weeks. It took us two weeks to complete because we have classes in the afternoons. The video commercial is a project in Presentation Skills in Information Technology and I am the director-cameraman-scrip writer-and-editor. All they did was to act and the total labor is mine.

Well technically, I am actually currently editing the video the right now. This is pain in the ass. Really. You won't love the struggle of editing a video second by second, frame by frame, with the addition of audio, background music, transitions, and captions.

A pain in the ass, indeed.


Uhm, let's catch up some time again. :)

Information Technology

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