"A short pen is better than a long memory"
- Confucius
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26 November 2013
Haven't heard a song as good as like this in recent months! Of course, Eminem won't disappoint us. The lyrics is too beautiful for a rap, but they give justice to it.
Lighters
Bad Meets Evil ft. Bruno Mars
[Bruno Mars]
This one's for you and me,
living out our dreams
We're all right where we should be
With my arms out wide, I open my eyes
And now all I wanna see
Is a sky full of lighters
A sky full of lighters
[Eminem]
By the time you hear this I will have already spiralled up
I would never do nothing to let you cowards fuck my world up
If I was you, I would duck, or get struck like lightning,
Fighters keep fighting, put your lighters up, point em' skyward uh
Had a dream I was king, I woke up, still king
This rap game's nipple is mine for the milking,
Till nobody else even fucking feels me, till' it kills me
I swear to god I'll be the fucking illest in this music
There is or there ever will be, disagree?
Feel free, but from now on I'm refusing to ever give up
Only thing I ever gave up is using. No more excuses.
Excuse me if my head is too big for this building
And pardon me if I'm a cocky prick but you cocks are slick
Poppin shit on how you flipped ya life around, crock-o'-shit
Who you dicks try to kid, flipped dick, you did the opposite
You stayed the same, cause cock backwards is still cock you pricks
I love it when I tell em shove it
Cause it wasn't that long ago when Marshall sat, luster lacked, flustered
Cuz he couldn't cut mustard, muster up nothing
Brain fuzzy, cause he's buzzin', woke up from that buzz
Now you wonder why he does it, how he does it
Wasn't cause he had buzzards circle around his head
Waiting for him to drop dead, was it?
Or was it, cause them bitches wrote him off
Little hussy ass fusses, f-ck it, guess it doesn't matter now, does it
What difference it make?
Whats it take, to get it through your thick skulls
As if this aint some bullshit
People don't usually come back this way
From a place that was dark as I was in
Just to get to this place
Now let these words be like a switch blade to a haters rib cage
And let it be known from this day forward
I wanna just say thanks cause your hate is what gave me the strength
So let em bic's raise cause I came a 5'9 but I feel like I'm 6'8
[Bruno Mars]
This was for you and me, living out our dreams
We're all right where we should be
With my arms out wide I open my eyes
And now all I wanna see
Is a sky full of lighters
A sky full of lighters
[Royce Da 5'9"]
By the time you hear this I'll probably already be outtie
I advance like going from toting iron to going and buying 4 or 5 of the homies the iron man Audi
My daddy told me "slow down, boy, you goin to blow it"
And I aint gotta stop the beat a minute
To tell Shady I love him the same way that he did Doctor Dre on the Chronic
Tell him how real he is or how high I am
Or how I would kill for him for him to know it
I cried plenty tears, my daddy got a bad back
So it's only right that I write till he can march right into that post office and tell em to hang it up
Now his career's Lebron's jersey in 20 years
I stop when I'm at the very top
You shitted on me on your way up
It's 'bout to be a scary drop
Cause what goes up must come down
You going down on something you don't wanna see like a hairy box
Every hour, happy hour now
Life is wacky now
Used to have to eat the cat to get the pussy
Now I'm just the cats meoww, ow
Classic cow, always down for the catch weight like
Pacquiao
Ya'll are doomed
I remember when T-Pain aint wanna work with me
My car starts itself, parks itself and autotunes
Cause now I'm in the Aston
I went from having my city locked up
To getting treated like Kwame Kilpatrick
And now I'm fantastic
Compared to a weed high
And y'all niggas just gossipin' like bitches
on a radio and TV
See me, we fly
Y'all buggin out like Wendy Williams staring at a bee-hive
And how real is that
I remember signing my first deal and now I'm the second best I can deal with that
Now Bruno can show his ass,
without the MTV awards gag
[Bruno Mars]
You and I know what it's like to be kicked down
Forced to fight
But tonight we're all right
So hold up your lights
Let it shine
Cause this one's for you and me,
living out our dreams
We're all right where we should be
With my arms out wide I open my eyes
And now all I wanna see
Is a sky full of lighters
A sky full of lighters
This one's for you and me,
living out our dreams
We're all right where we should be
With my arms out wide, I open my eyes
And now all I wanna see
Is a sky full of lighters
A sky full of lighters
[Eminem]
By the time you hear this I will have already spiralled up
I would never do nothing to let you cowards fuck my world up
If I was you, I would duck, or get struck like lightning,
Fighters keep fighting, put your lighters up, point em' skyward uh
Had a dream I was king, I woke up, still king
This rap game's nipple is mine for the milking,
Till nobody else even fucking feels me, till' it kills me
I swear to god I'll be the fucking illest in this music
There is or there ever will be, disagree?
Feel free, but from now on I'm refusing to ever give up
Only thing I ever gave up is using. No more excuses.
Excuse me if my head is too big for this building
And pardon me if I'm a cocky prick but you cocks are slick
Poppin shit on how you flipped ya life around, crock-o'-shit
Who you dicks try to kid, flipped dick, you did the opposite
You stayed the same, cause cock backwards is still cock you pricks
I love it when I tell em shove it
Cause it wasn't that long ago when Marshall sat, luster lacked, flustered
Cuz he couldn't cut mustard, muster up nothing
Brain fuzzy, cause he's buzzin', woke up from that buzz
Now you wonder why he does it, how he does it
Wasn't cause he had buzzards circle around his head
Waiting for him to drop dead, was it?
Or was it, cause them bitches wrote him off
Little hussy ass fusses, f-ck it, guess it doesn't matter now, does it
What difference it make?
Whats it take, to get it through your thick skulls
As if this aint some bullshit
People don't usually come back this way
From a place that was dark as I was in
Just to get to this place
Now let these words be like a switch blade to a haters rib cage
And let it be known from this day forward
I wanna just say thanks cause your hate is what gave me the strength
So let em bic's raise cause I came a 5'9 but I feel like I'm 6'8
[Bruno Mars]
This was for you and me, living out our dreams
We're all right where we should be
With my arms out wide I open my eyes
And now all I wanna see
Is a sky full of lighters
A sky full of lighters
[Royce Da 5'9"]
By the time you hear this I'll probably already be outtie
I advance like going from toting iron to going and buying 4 or 5 of the homies the iron man Audi
My daddy told me "slow down, boy, you goin to blow it"
And I aint gotta stop the beat a minute
To tell Shady I love him the same way that he did Doctor Dre on the Chronic
Tell him how real he is or how high I am
Or how I would kill for him for him to know it
I cried plenty tears, my daddy got a bad back
So it's only right that I write till he can march right into that post office and tell em to hang it up
Now his career's Lebron's jersey in 20 years
I stop when I'm at the very top
You shitted on me on your way up
It's 'bout to be a scary drop
Cause what goes up must come down
You going down on something you don't wanna see like a hairy box
Every hour, happy hour now
Life is wacky now
Used to have to eat the cat to get the pussy
Now I'm just the cats meoww, ow
Classic cow, always down for the catch weight like
Pacquiao
Ya'll are doomed
I remember when T-Pain aint wanna work with me
My car starts itself, parks itself and autotunes
Cause now I'm in the Aston
I went from having my city locked up
To getting treated like Kwame Kilpatrick
And now I'm fantastic
Compared to a weed high
And y'all niggas just gossipin' like bitches
on a radio and TV
See me, we fly
Y'all buggin out like Wendy Williams staring at a bee-hive
And how real is that
I remember signing my first deal and now I'm the second best I can deal with that
Now Bruno can show his ass,
without the MTV awards gag
[Bruno Mars]
You and I know what it's like to be kicked down
Forced to fight
But tonight we're all right
So hold up your lights
Let it shine
Cause this one's for you and me,
living out our dreams
We're all right where we should be
With my arms out wide I open my eyes
And now all I wanna see
Is a sky full of lighters
A sky full of lighters
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Today in my life..
Early this morning, while putting on my school uniform clothes, I came to realize the things that I'm doing recently- obtaining a vocational course, being the most obedient daughter, doing everything at once. And now, I realized that I'm just doing these things to give justice to the past, that I don't feel living in the present time. I might say, sometimes I feel like daydreaming, but daydreaming is far beyond the things that happened in the past. I am not in my very own self. So far..Right now.
Last night, my mother cried, though she didn't cried in front of my face but I know she did. It's written all over her face and her eyes was telling me it was so painful. The hardest part is when trying to force yourself believe it's the tears of joy. When it would never be.
All I saw was the eyes of a brokenhearted mother. The pains are indescribable..The worries are far vast than the Sahara Desert. And her silent cry- like a silent river- deep, flowing and flooding the quietness of the night, speaks volume.
And there I was, sitting, looking her halfway through the dim lights outside, wishing, hoping to the God of all Gods. That somehow, make us feel secured, feel loved, feel blessed.
Early this morning, while putting on my school uniform clothes, I came to realize the things that I'm doing recently- obtaining a vocational course, being the most obedient daughter, doing everything at once. And now, I realized that I'm just doing these things to give justice to the past, that I don't feel living in the present time. I might say, sometimes I feel like daydreaming, but daydreaming is far beyond the things that happened in the past. I am not in my very own self. So far..Right now.
Last night, my mother cried, though she didn't cried in front of my face but I know she did. It's written all over her face and her eyes was telling me it was so painful. The hardest part is when trying to force yourself believe it's the tears of joy. When it would never be.
All I saw was the eyes of a brokenhearted mother. The pains are indescribable..The worries are far vast than the Sahara Desert. And her silent cry- like a silent river- deep, flowing and flooding the quietness of the night, speaks volume.
And there I was, sitting, looking her halfway through the dim lights outside, wishing, hoping to the God of all Gods. That somehow, make us feel secured, feel loved, feel blessed.
I'll leave to you all our worries..
And give us hope..
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22 November 2013
21 November 2013
False As Well
I'm crying right now. I'm crying because I can't be happy. Because I won't be happy. Maybe never in this lifetime..
I'm crying because I just can't smile, or laugh. I just can't stop crying..
Today, my feet got so tired of walking. My ears got so tired of listening. And my heart is crying because of the pain and troubles that are before us, and ahead of us. Can't we be happy for a while? Can we ever feel secure JUST for a while? Can I ever be happy again?
I'm crying again, because it's so hard. it's so painful, it's so difficult.. It's so impossible.
Help me.. Help us. Please.
Please.
I'm crying right now. I'm crying because I can't be happy. Because I won't be happy. Maybe never in this lifetime..
I'm crying because I just can't smile, or laugh. I just can't stop crying..
Today, my feet got so tired of walking. My ears got so tired of listening. And my heart is crying because of the pain and troubles that are before us, and ahead of us. Can't we be happy for a while? Can we ever feel secure JUST for a while? Can I ever be happy again?
I'm crying again, because it's so hard. it's so painful, it's so difficult.. It's so impossible.
Help me.. Help us. Please.
Please.
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20 November 2013
Just Give Me A Reason
Pink
Right from the start
You were a thief
You stole my heart
And I your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren't all that pretty
And with every touch you fixed them
Now you've been talking in your sleep, oh, oh
Things you never say to me, oh, oh
Tell me that you've had enough
Of our love, our love
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
I'm sorry I don't understand
Where all of this is coming from
I thought that we were fine
(Oh, we had everything)
Your head is running wild again
My dear we still have everythin'
And it's all in your mind
(Yeah, but this is happenin')
You've been havin' real bad dreams, oh, oh
You used to lie so close to me, oh, oh
There's nothing more than empty sheets
Between our love, our love
Oh, our love, our love
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
I never stopped
You're still written in the scars on my heart
You're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
Oh, tear ducts can rust
I'll fix it for us
We're collecting dust
But our love's enough
You're holding it in
You're pouring a drink
No nothing is as bad as it seems
We'll come clean
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
Oh, we can learn to love again
Oh, we can learn to love again
Oh, oh, that we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
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You were a thief
You stole my heart
And I your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren't all that pretty
And with every touch you fixed them
Now you've been talking in your sleep, oh, oh
Things you never say to me, oh, oh
Tell me that you've had enough
Of our love, our love
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
I'm sorry I don't understand
Where all of this is coming from
I thought that we were fine
(Oh, we had everything)
Your head is running wild again
My dear we still have everythin'
And it's all in your mind
(Yeah, but this is happenin')
You've been havin' real bad dreams, oh, oh
You used to lie so close to me, oh, oh
There's nothing more than empty sheets
Between our love, our love
Oh, our love, our love
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
I never stopped
You're still written in the scars on my heart
You're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
Oh, tear ducts can rust
I'll fix it for us
We're collecting dust
But our love's enough
You're holding it in
You're pouring a drink
No nothing is as bad as it seems
We'll come clean
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
Oh, we can learn to love again
Oh, we can learn to love again
Oh, oh, that we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
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Travel Services
This may be the first and hopefully, would be the last time I'm going to write about the short-course I'm taking right now. Soon enough, we will going to graduate and bid our farewells to each other but dude, that's the only thing I'm waiting for! To say goodbye to the people who doesn't make sense at all.
This course is quite intriguing, forceful, tiring, self-deteriorating-- won't do any good. But here I am. Made a big mistake and have to do it straight to the graduation just to say I did this.
So forgive me, this is the time of my life when all I do is try to put myself down. You know, the phases that's usually happens.
When it comes to people, well, they sucks. And the instructor, HE do sucks! :D
Well, enough the bad vibes. It's early to be like so negative.
This may be the first and hopefully, would be the last time I'm going to write about the short-course I'm taking right now. Soon enough, we will going to graduate and bid our farewells to each other but dude, that's the only thing I'm waiting for! To say goodbye to the people who doesn't make sense at all.
This course is quite intriguing, forceful, tiring, self-deteriorating-- won't do any good. But here I am. Made a big mistake and have to do it straight to the graduation just to say I did this.
So forgive me, this is the time of my life when all I do is try to put myself down. You know, the phases that's usually happens.
When it comes to people, well, they sucks. And the instructor, HE do sucks! :D
Well, enough the bad vibes. It's early to be like so negative.
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15 November 2013
Turon
Turon is one of my favorite snack aside from Kutsinta and Siomai. Forgive me but maybe there's only three snacks that I love, and it is Kutsinta, Siomai and Turon.
Last Saturday afternoon, I made some Cheese Sticks and Turon. And they say that the Turon was.. so.. sweet. I honestly put a so-generous amount of sugar! I sugar-dipped the bananas and even put a tablespoon of sugar into the wrappers and put another tablespoon of sugar while deep-frying the Turon. :D
Haha.. Yummy. :)
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10 November 2013
02 November 2013
Sekai Ga Owaru Made Wa
(Until The End Of The World)
WANDS
Daitokai ni boku wa mou hitori
de
Nagesuterareta akikan no you da
Tagai no subete wo shiritsukusu made ga
Ai naraba isso towa ni nemurou ka...
Nagesuterareta akikan no you da
Tagai no subete wo shiritsukusu made ga
Ai naraba isso towa ni nemurou ka...
Sekai ga owaru made wa hanareru
koto mo nai
Sou negatteta ikusen no yoru to
Modoranai toki dake ga naze kagayaite wa
Yatsurekitta kokoro made mo kowasu
Hakanaki omoi... kono Tragedy Night
Sou negatteta ikusen no yoru to
Modoranai toki dake ga naze kagayaite wa
Yatsurekitta kokoro made mo kowasu
Hakanaki omoi... kono Tragedy Night
Soshite hito wa kotae wo
motomete
Kakegae no nai nanika wo ushinau
Yokubou darake no machi ja yozora no
Hoshikuzu mo bokura wo tomosenai
Kakegae no nai nanika wo ushinau
Yokubou darake no machi ja yozora no
Hoshikuzu mo bokura wo tomosenai
Sekai ga owaru mae ni kikasete
okure yo
Mankai no hana ga niai no Catastrophe
Daremo ga nozominagara eien wo shinjinai
Na no ni kitto ashita wo yume miteru
Hakanaki hibi to kono Tragedy Night
Mankai no hana ga niai no Catastrophe
Daremo ga nozominagara eien wo shinjinai
Na no ni kitto ashita wo yume miteru
Hakanaki hibi to kono Tragedy Night
Sekai ga owaru made wa hanareru
koto mo nai
Sou negatteta ikusen no yoru to
Modoranai toki dake ga naze kagayaite wa
Yatsurekitta kokoro made mo kowasu
Hakanaki omoi...kono Tragedy Night
Sou negatteta ikusen no yoru to
Modoranai toki dake ga naze kagayaite wa
Yatsurekitta kokoro made mo kowasu
Hakanaki omoi...kono Tragedy Night
Kono Tragedy Night
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Translation:
Now I’m all
alone in this big city
I feel empty, like I’ve been thrown away
If what we had until we knew too much about each other
Was love, then maybe we should sleep forever instead?
We’ll never be parted, until the world ends
That’s what I prayed for thousands of nights
Why is the sparkle of that time I can’t go back to
Breaking my worn out heart?
A fleeting love…this tragic night
And as we long for answers
We lose something we can’t replace
In this town full of greed
Not even the stardust from the night sky can light me up
Tell me, before the world ends
These flowers in full bloom are a suitable catastrophe
We’re all wishing for eternity but none of us believe in it
But we’re surely dreaming of tomorrow
Fleeting days and this tragic night
We’ll never be parted, until the world ends
That’s what I prayed for thousands of nights
Why is the sparkle of that time I can’t go back to
Breaking my worn out heart?
A fleeting love…this tragic night
This tragic night
I feel empty, like I’ve been thrown away
If what we had until we knew too much about each other
Was love, then maybe we should sleep forever instead?
We’ll never be parted, until the world ends
That’s what I prayed for thousands of nights
Why is the sparkle of that time I can’t go back to
Breaking my worn out heart?
A fleeting love…this tragic night
And as we long for answers
We lose something we can’t replace
In this town full of greed
Not even the stardust from the night sky can light me up
Tell me, before the world ends
These flowers in full bloom are a suitable catastrophe
We’re all wishing for eternity but none of us believe in it
But we’re surely dreaming of tomorrow
Fleeting days and this tragic night
We’ll never be parted, until the world ends
That’s what I prayed for thousands of nights
Why is the sparkle of that time I can’t go back to
Breaking my worn out heart?
A fleeting love…this tragic night
This tragic night
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