Anniversary
Whenever I ever enter into a relationship, I also do give the best of my efforts, either the hormones are present or not, I'll do everything to make my love ones feel they are being love, cared and protected.
For all these years that I've been single and alone, I never thought of being in a relationship with an opposite sex. To be honest, I've been only in two intimate relationships so far and wishing that the latter one would be "the one".
Why?
I was never what they call "There's a curse", or that "I'm too young to be so serious" stuff. I was and am always serious in my relationships that in the end I am the one who felt betrayed by the other. So either the hormones are present or not, either he was never been serious, I am-- always the one who would always understand and that my patience will always be far long that the Amazon river.
And I never celebrate monthsary. I am fond with the word "anniversaries".
I broke my single status of more than five years when I said yes to Richard last year and today is our first year annivesary. What's more special about today is that I feel like savoring this day with the word "anniversary", really. Maybe because I never thought we will ever see this day.
Our relationship status can be define as girlfriend/boyfriend/bestfriends/mother/father/sister/brother/mentor.
With that, our relationship started the romantic way and then things got so screwed up, we even considered separating our lives from each other. But you know the kind of love you will only feel for your sister when all she do was to try to put you down and still you love her no matter how hard things are between the two of you? Richard and I had been through those phases.
Fighting, screaming, hurting each other-- we did what we could to be a pain in the ass to the other but we've never cheated nor left.
It was like a deal; an unspoken deal that no matter what, no matter how hard, no matter how painful things around us could be, we will always be the other hand to catch the other, that we will always be the other arm, the other soul, the other ear, the other pocket, the other mind, the other person to turn to when things go wrong.
And for that, in the year that has passed, there was this only 3 days that I didn't see him. The first one was the day after I said yes to him. He was just an ass that he made me miss him right after. The other one was when he needed to travel to Pampanga for his work and the recent was just this month when he was so tired from work and needed to help his grandma to clean the house, he forgot to drop by in my house- I waited for like, the whole day! And for the rest of the year, we have been together..
And we will..
For my coming graduation..
For his coming birthday..
For this coming Christmas and New Year..
And for the next coming YEARS.
I love you.
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