PAHINAKO. meets the big 'H'

I am in the middle of thinking whether to shut this page or not.
Gonna be in hiatus for awhile.

T.Y.

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HOW CAN I SAVE MYSELF???

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Happy 11th Birthday MIKE!!!!

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Paul walked with something screwed up tight inside him . . . yet he chatted away with his mother. He would never have have confessed to her how he suffered over these things and she only partly guessed.

- D. H. Lawrence, Sons And Lovers

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6th Months of Martyr-ness..

Stupid-ness..

And a miserable life.

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A dirty way to start the day!

A fucked up relationship.
A fucked up life!

HELL!!!

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P.E. 2013..

I'll be leaving soon.. With great powers and money! Haha..

Leaving..

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Moments

Today wasn't an easy one because I needed to do some errands that consists of going to the Uratex, Shell Canvas, do my laundry and make a lot of pillows-- alone.

24 hours were never been that long. And here I am, around 5 AM.. Just getting for a deep sleep. (Wishing..)

But before I've started doing my stuff, I stumbled upon Mike's folder in this computer and saw some of the 'lasts' moments we had with sofalaz.

Have you ever had those moments when it's like a wind was blown unto you and then suddenly, it's cold and weightless, and dark and sad and as if your spirit just risen from some deep coma.

And I wish I am able to bring everything back, but it won't, never. I just know.

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APRIL DiL.LE.MA

It wasn't easy. But I've tried my best.



Just let me breathe alone.

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