February 29

I learned that.. There's no February 29 this year.
Felt so sorry for my friend who happened to be born on that so, so special day. Special date-- a birth date that only happens every 4 years. And the fact that she will either celebrate it one day ahead or a day later was always a problem for her, she said. A problem indeed.

And how I really wish there's February 29. Every year.
And thinking that I am already living in the streets right now.. Looking for a job every single day.. Eating only once a day and actually making it right now-- here in front of this computer, haha! What a life!

A really messy life!

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Catch My Breath

Kelly Clarkson

I don't wanna be left behind
Distance was a friend of mine
Catching breath in a web of lies
I've spent most of my life
Riding waves, playing acrobat
Shadowboxing the other half
Learning how to react
I've spent most of my time

Catching my breath, letting it go, turning my cheek for the sake of the show
Now that you know, this is my life, I won't be told it's supposed to be right

Catch my breath, no one can hold me back, I ain't got time for that
Catch my breath, won't let them get me down, it's all so simple now

Addicted to the love I found
Heavy heart, now a weightless cloud
Making time for the ones that count
I'll spend the rest of my time
Laughing hard with the windows down
Leaving footprints all over town
Keeping faith kinda comes around
I'll spent the rest of my life

Catching my breath, letting it go, turning my cheek for the sake of the show
Now that you know, this is my life, I won't be told it's supposed to be right

Catch my breath, no one can hold me back, I ain't got time for that
Catch my breath, won't let them get me down, it's all so simple now

You helped me see
The beauty in everything

Catching my breath, letting it go, turning my cheek for the sake of the show
Now that you know, this is my life, I won't be told it's supposed to be right

Catching my breath, letting it go, turning my cheek for the sake of this show
Now that you know, this is my life, I won't be told what's supposed to be right

Catch my breath!

Catch my breath, no one can hold me back, I ain't got time for that
Catch my breath, won't let them get me down, it's all so simple now (it's all so simple now!)

Catching my breath, letting it go, turning my cheek for the sake of the show
Now that you know, this is my life, I won't be told it's supposed to be right

Catch my breath, no one can hold me back, I ain't got time for that
Catch my breath, won't let them get me down, it's all so simple now

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Valentine's

Haven't celebrated Valentine's in a while..
But this year I celebrated it with faith, trust.. and undying love. :)


With him, even if it was kind of late.

I love you. ♥

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Christopher Gardner: 

It was right then that I started thinking about Thomas Jefferson on the Declaration of Independence and the part about our right to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. And I remember thinking how did he know to put the pursuit part in there? That maybe happiness is something that we can only pursue and maybe we can actually never have it. No matter what. How did he know that?

- He Pursuit Of Happyness

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I LOVE YOU.

♥

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Happy 4th.. With you.

♥

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A tiring week

For one whole week, we have been moving out.. moving in.. moving out.. then finally, settled at one house and I keep on looking forward to the day that we will gonna be moving out again.

What a mess. What a messy lifestyle!

I wish I have tons of money to buy my own house but here I am.. Still jobless and desperate!

Imagine packing your things then, unpacking because you thought they've found a new house then suddenly tomorrow you'll pack again your things because hell.. You're moving out again! WHAT THE HELL!

I hate this kind of lifestyle! Really.

And being this far from Richard makes me so, so sick.

I wish I would soon find a decent job. :(

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Christopher Gardner: 

Hey. Don't ever let somebody tell you... You can't do something. Not even me. All right? 

Christopher: 

All right. 

Christopher Gardner: 

You got a dream... You gotta protect it. People can't do somethin' themselves, they wanna tell you you can't do it. If you want somethin', go get it. Period. 

- The Pursuit Of Happyness

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Christopher Gardner: It was right then that I started thinking about Thomas Jefferson on the Declaration of Independence and the part about our right to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. And I remember thinking how did he know to put the pursuit part in there? That maybe happiness is something that we can only pursue and maybe we can actually never have it. No matter what. How did he know that?

- The Pursuit Of Happyness

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I will never let them tell me that I can't. Because I definitely can!

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20 DAYS OF WAITING 

 Things will be cleared out after 20 days. I have to confirm whether it could happen or not. And all I'm wishing is that-- Not. Not Now.

 My only accomplice, turned out to be a social climber and would always take advantage of me. It was after all, my mistake. A huge mistake. And I failed to take my freedom.. Two days ago.

 A failure. A mistake.
 What am I?
A BIG, BIG IDIOT.

I wish I could turn back the time when I have to decide. That day, was a mistake. I shouldn't take that. I was all a trap.

I'm sorry for not taking care of myself.
I'm so sorry for letting them do this to me.
I am.. indeed, a victim. :(

It shouldn't be.

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