Freedom

I thought before, when I get to experience "those" things, I'll be happy.
Now I realized, after experiencing such huge loss-- I'll never be the same again.

And here I am, defeated, lost, and my young mind was corrupted and my pure heart is so tired. Either I am going to let another day to pass or I'm gonna let it go tonight. This very night. Cause either I choose to stay or choose to give up, let go.. Both of them doesn't matter anymore. All I want is my freedom.


And I will take it.. Tonight.

That's for sure.

Like the stars hold the moon

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For all of my life..

Today's Wednesday and tomorrow's Thursday. We are going to move OUT again this coming Saturday, ahead of 2 days as what had been dealt out of our contract. Bullshit them.

And we still don't know where and how we are going to live for the next days. Because the human people here are so, so mean and sinners I don't think we we'll still be able to sleep under the roof.

We are still helpless. Hopeless.

Yesterday, I started the laundry and was still packing my stuffs when I, again, felt so sick. I've been sick for more the 2 weeks and my back aches like hell. It was my Richard who had helped me to do some things here and there.

The hell with my back??
I wish my bones will get well soon.
Hayy.. Everything hurts! Gosh!

Heaven sent..

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Nothing's left..

So there is nothing to lose.

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How far a person's endurance can go?

Until when?

Until there's nothing left?

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Frances,

Thank you!

Elleine ♥

1620-17

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How bored can I be??

^_^

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4 YEARS

It has been four-long years since I started this blog and I've been very busy to even update it once in a while..

Uhm, sorry for that! I can't promise but I'll do my part on sharing my live's activities and dreams as well.

Today, my blog turns 4 years old. And I am so grateful that to share this to all of my readers, especially to those who are an avid reader of this blog. :)
A warm Thank you to all of you.

Happy 4th birthday blog! :)

More posts and photos to share in the future!

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Happy 100th Day To Us!

I was sick at the time this photo was taken..

It was Richard who took care of me ..

Thank you. :)

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Until when?

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Happy New Year!

After a tiring day, we will soon welcome 2013..

Update: Richard made it today. I thought he will really die. Really. No kidding. With all the bloods and panicked moments I've been.. We've been through, I really thought we will end this year with a.. You know. Uhm, putting everything that happened last night aside, because of our Lord's mercy, Richard  got well too soon. At around 7 AM today, he message me the "message of the year" - 'bhe'.. not minding to put some details how the hell he feels that moment when all I was doing was in the road going to the wet market to buy out last minute offerings for the Media Noche. And was thinking if he's still breathing.. Hay. Gosh.

But then, all ends well! :)

Being with Richard on the Christmas evening was already a gift from the heavens but being with my family and with my love Richard on the New Year's evening.. Shouting our countdowns, setting up our fireworks was a total blessing.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE! :)

I wish 2013 will be good to us.. 

More love..
More blessing..
Good health..
Better relationships..
More understandings..

Welcome 2013!

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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

WELCOME 2013!

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To change ones life: Start immediately. Do it flamboyantly.

- William James

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