Sunwind Resort with NorCal & Hawaii. Ü

Oo nga pala. Nagkaroon ng on-the-spot swimming ang NorCal & Hawaii last March 26.. Sorry pero hindi na namin naalala ang Earth Hour. We're so busy having a good time. :)

Here are my photos...

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3 Filipinos, 3 Lives

Wala tayong karapatang magsaya ngayong araw na ito.

Bakit? Dahil ngayon ang araw kung kailan hinatulan ng kamatayan sa pamamagitan ng Lethal Injection ang tatlong Pilipino na napatunayang may sala at nasangkot sa droga sa China..

Nanuod ako ng TV kagabi, at wala din akong masabi. Ano pa ba ang dapat gawin ng gobyerno? Hindi natin masisisi ang gobyerno dahil hindi na-grant ang hiling natin na ikulong na lamang ang tatlong Pinoy sa China kaysa sa bitayin.. Ginawa na nila, pati ni Vice Pres. Binay ang lahat..

Sa kabilang banda, hindi din natin masisisi ang batas ng China. Period.

From Yahoo! Philippines article, says:

Sana maging aral sa ating mga Pilipino ang pangyayaring ito. Walang may gusto. Sino ba? Wala diba? Pero wala din naman na tayong magagawa..

Sabi ko nga sa katrabaho ko kanina.. "Sana, may magagawa ako. Kahit ang pinaka-simpleng paraan lang." 

Sagot niya?, "Samahan mo kaming magluksa, sapat na iyon."

Kinilabutan ako. Parang isa sa mga binitay ang nagsalita kanina. Oo nga. Tama. Wala tayong karapatang maging masaya. Tatlo sa libo-libong Pilipinong kababayan natin ang binawian ng buhay ng kapwa nilalang sa kasalanang panlupa. At wala tayong nagawa, kundi ang magluksa.

Isang malaking pakikiramay sa lahat ng pamilya ng tatlong Pilipinong hinatulan ng kamatayan kaninang umaga sa China. Nakikiramay ako, nalulungkot at sumisigaw ang kalooban sa mga nagaganap ngayon..

Lord, forgive the three Filipinos and those Chinese, for they don't know what they did. Let them enter your kingdom, and be with you. Help their families and loved ones cope up with these tragedies..

Can We just be equal? Not be a racist and be a citizen of this world. Help each other. Forgive each other. 

Hope for the world and dream for each other.

Damn. I'm crying na ba? Nakakainis. Hindi ako super woman. Wala akong kapangyarihang baguhin ang mga nagaganap sa mundo.. O baguhin ang takbo nito. Pero meron akong isipang marunong mangarap at pusong marunong umunawa.. Peace naman mundo. Tama na mga trahedya. Tama na.. kapayapaan naman!

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2nd Place :)

Last Friday, I got the 2nd Place in my company's Quiz Bee, ISMS Challenge, along with Title's Daisy Joy. The questions was so hard, but we made it through.. :)

The prices??
A token that doesn't look like a token.

A big-sized tumbler. With our company's name. I don't like using this tumbler at work. It looks like I'm too loyal.. haha!

Also, Three Hundred pesos cash prize. Actually, it's Six Hundred but I have a partner, of course I have to share the other half to her. Hehe..
And lastly, the 2nd Place title for this year's ISMS Challenge. :)


I was so happy, it made me so mad...
I was tired. Tired. And tired.

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Wish I could say, "I don't" and "I won't".. but I can't. I just can't.

Walang kwentang buhay ko.

Palagi na lang bang ganito??

Mawawala na ata ang lahat ng tao sa paligid ko, eh heto pa din ako..

Nag-iipon. Naghihintay. Nagpapakatanga. Nagpapakahirap. At higit sa lahat, hindi ma-update ang sariling blog.

Gusto kong mag-kape.

Kaso walang tubig. Di pa nakaka-order.

Hayy..

Iniwan na kami ni Alon.. este Marlon. Nag-resign na siya.

Alon.. nasaan ka man, sure naman akong mag-do-dota ka lang, diba?? Haha!

Ingat ka.. ungas ka. Mas maraming magagandang trabaho sa labas ng La Fuerza.. humanap ka ng trabahong di nakamamatay. :D

Nalulungkot ako kasi kahit hindi ako naniniwala.. alam ko naman na last day mo na kahapon. We will miss you pards.. :) We will. That's from the bottom of my chest. Keep safe. At sumama ka sa swimming.. hihi..

Si Lab naman.. malapit na din mawala. Awtz..

Kailan nga ba?? Sa April 2 na ba??

Magsilayas kayo! Grr..

Pero mami-miss ko kayo.. wala na akong takbuhan kapag may sama ako ng loob sa grupo ko. Huhu..

Wala ng makikinig sa mga walang kwentang hinaing ko sa buhay.. at wala ng magpapangiti sa akin kapag nasa taas ako. Good thing.. nakilala ko kayo. Kaya wala akong karapatan na pigilan kayo.. Maging ligtas at masaya lang kayo, oks na. :)

We've been through a lot of bad times- hard times pa nga. Pero we're through na.. kaya nga nasa ibang level na kayo.. :) At ako, mag-i-stay pa ako ng matagal. Kasi .. basta.. 

Ingat na lang kayo.. makahanap sana kayo ng mabubuting tao tulad ko. =p

Ahahaha!

I love you, guys. Yan, totoo yan. Alam niyo yan, diba? Diba??

Moving on..

I'm into.. no. I was cruelly-forced to join a quiz bee, which is tomorrow na nga. At kanina lang sinabi. Aba naman? Wala na ba talaga silang makita kundi ako?? AKO?? AKO?? AKO??!!

How could these people control my life. Especially my Power User Password?

God. Damn. Them. THEM.

Well. I don't even know anything. Anything to answer.

Let's see what will happen. Am I gonna win? Or will I just bring shame to my group and department.. and myself?? Harhar..

Get on, Elleine.

Grr..

Nga pala.. nagpapasalamat ako sa gumawa ng kanta na iyon.. :)

Cheers!

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You're on a launching pad now, so focus your energy on getting off the ground. 

 

 (Gagong Horoscope 'to. Wala ng maayos na naisulat.)

Tell me something I don't know..

I'm on my way..

I know, I'm gonna get there someday..

 Nakakapagod din pala ang mag-ipon. Medyo napapagastos ako nitong mga nakaraang araw. Ano pang silbi ng "goal" ko kung sa wala din naman napupunta ang pinaghihirapan ko. Grr..

Nakakainis lang din. Bakit ganoon? Mas concern pa sa ibang tao ang nanay ko kesa sa aming mga anak niya? Oo. Wala talaga siyang silbi, kung hindi man siya walang kwenta, Literal yan. As in. Waaaalaaa taaalaaagaaa siiiyaaaang SILBI. Hay..

Patawad. Pero dito ko na lamang maisisinghal ang mga ganitong bagay.

Tao nga naman. People change and feelings fade..

Naalala ko tuloy bigla si Frances. I'm thinking tuloy kung may karapatan ba siyang maisulat dito. Eh wala din naman siyang.. hay. Just another-old-shitty-friend lang naman. Noong di na ako nakapagpatuloy sa pag-aaaral.. anu't ano na lang eh hindi na ako kilala.. sus.. walang kwenta..

Asan siya ngayon? Ako, heto malaya. Siya? -duh-

Another shitty thing was January and February.. I hate those months..

At least Top 2 ako sa buong department namin. Hihi.. paid off na lang..

Hayy.. kailan? Kailan? Kailan???

 Magagawa ko din iyon. Kasi alam kong kaya ko.. kaya ko..

at gagawin kong posible ang lahat..

maniwala ka.. Ü

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I'll make things possible.  

Believe me.

Run To You

Whitney Houston

I know that when you look at me
There's so much that you just don't see
But if you would only take the time
I know in my heart you'd find
A girl who's scared sometimes
Who isn't always strong
Can't you see the hurt in me?
I feel so all alone

I wanna run to you (oooh)
I wanna run to you (oooh)
Won't you hold me in your arms
And keep me safe from harm
I wanna run to you (oooh)
But if I come to you (oooh)
Tell me, will you stay or will you run away 
 
Each day, each day I play the role
Of someone always in control
But at night I come home and turn the key
There's nobody there, no one cares for me
What's the sense of trying hard to find your dreams
Without someone to share it with
Tell me what does it mean?

I wanna run to you (oooh)
I wanna run to you (oooh)
Won't you hold me in your arms
And keep me safe from harm
I wanna run to you (oooh)
But if I come to you (oooh)
Tell me, will you stay or will you run away 

I need you here
I need you here to wipe away my tears
To kiss away my fears
If you only knew how much...

I wanna run to you (oooh)
I wanna run to you (oooh)
Won't you hold me in your arms
And keep me safe from harm
I wanna run to you (oooh)
But if I come to you (oooh)
Tell me, will you stay or will you run away  

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A Carpenter is the one who can build a house in his heart.

- A Moment To Remember

Now I know how to use my voice.

How to use it when I needed to use it.

It works.

Really. :)

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 Happy 19th birthday Biboy!

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She will never be mine.

She.
You know what are the most difficult things in life? It's when you get used to something, and then suddenly, those things would fall apart. Just like that.

That's hard.
Really hard.

My youngest sister, who became one of the reasons why I chose to live instead of bumming myself around.
She became my hero, my dream, my hope. As crazy as it was, it is.

Then one day, she have to say that, "I got my own dad. You got your own.." My God, I reaaaalllyyy don't know what to say.. It breaks heart whenever she would tell me that.. that one.. true.. thing.

She was one of the reason why I wake up every day. Why I'm working hard. Why I am still sane.. the reason why I want to dream, the reason of life and every thing, and yet.. I just didn't get the fact that she was also the reason why my broken heart and twisted mind had these.. these pain. PAIN.

God and Life. They just balance things. You can't be too happy in your life. There would always be sadness.. and madness..

And yet, when I already accepted the fact.. why? Why? She wasn't still ours? She wasn't and will never be ours. I guess I am just being possessive. And emotional..

Jhara.

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Happy birthday Richmon! :)

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“In the night, my entire body is in darkness. I don’t know where the heavens are, or where the ground is. Is the light from fire, or from the stars? I can’t tell. Where is it I’m going? Is it heaven? Or is it hell?”

- Gun Wook, Bad Guy

Word for the Day.

A pilgrimage is a very long journey or search of great moral significance. Sometimes, it is a journey to a shrine of importance to a person's beliefs and faith. Members of many major religions participate in pilgrimages. A person who makes such a journey is called a pilgrim.

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Marso.. Ü

Parang kailan lang ohh.. heto at Marso na naman.. :)
Kahindik-hindik talaga ang Enero at Pebrero.. but huge storms has passed.. let March shine naman!
Dami ko plano.. sana magkatotoo..

Gusto kong mangarap. Pwede ka bang kasama sa pagtupad n'on??
Sana maging posible ang lahat bago matapos ang taon.
Kasi wala ng paraan para magawa yun kundi ngayong taon lang. At hindi ko sasayangin ang pagkakataon.

Nga pala.. napalitan na ang tumbler ko. Hehe.. iba na amoy eh.. nakabili din sa wakas.

Hindi na ako updated sa mga nagaganap sa mundo. Ano man ang kaguluhang nagaganap sa ngayon, sana maayos agad. MARAMING INOSENTENG TAO ANG NADADAMAY. Utang na loob, maayos na sana ang mga kaguluhan.. :'(


I told someone that I was into blogging.. and she liked it. ☺


Dapat na ba?
Hindi ko pa din kasi alam.
Hayy..

Recently, I constantly abusing myself.
My health.
Foods are devastatingly frustrating..
Things and situations seems to worsen every now and then..
My feelings.. my emotions seems to worsen also.
I might die anytime soon.

Due to heart attack, maybe. Hehe..

It's really depressing to know that THINGS JUST GO ON even YOU CAN'T GO WITH THEM..
It sucks.
-duh-

But thank God, I still have friends who understands my tantrums. :)
Thank you for giving me a bunch of great and good friends.
Thank you..

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I wish you could feel the… complexity… the confusion… I feel. That you could understand.

- Edward Cullen, Twilight

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♥

Noong umaga..

Noong gabi..

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Yes, today. Keep your eyes open for a message. It might come in a shape of a bird flying overhead, or a graffiti on a wall, or a phrase said by a passerby, or... Whatever shape it has, this message has been trying to reach you for years, and today is finally the day. Keep your senses open.

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