Firework

Katy Perry

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting through the wind, wanting to start again?
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards, one blow from caving in?

Do you ever feel already buried deep?
Six feet under screams but no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that there's still a chance for you
'Cause there's a spark in you?

You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby, you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

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Welcome 2011! :)

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My not-so-year-end post

Anong meron? Wala.
Maaga lang talaga ako nagising dahil sobrang lamig.
Hate this coldnesssss...

Maaga pa naman kaya dadaldal muna ako dito. I owe a lot of chika.. pasensya naman, sobrang busy lang. Nagpapayaman kasi ako ngayon, alam mo naman, last toll ko na lang ito kaya pinagbubuti ko. :)

Matatapos na pala ang 2010. This past months, God has been so kind to me. Sana hindi ka magsawang magbigay sa amin ng blessings. At sana, itong darating na bagong taon ay maging masagana.. at sa lahat ng blessings mo, maraming salamat. Kahit na hirap ako sa sakit ko at kahit na may nawala sa akin nitong buwan lang na ito.. oks lang. Alam ko naman na masu-surpass ko ito. Kasama kasi kita, partners tayo diba? :)

Tsaka may itatanong pala ako. Ano bang balak mo? Sana ayt lang para chillax lang ako kapag nangyari 'yon. Medyo kinakabahan kasi ako kung sakaling magbago bigla ang ihip ng hangin..

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Ang haba ng password ko. Nagsisisi tuloy ako kung bakit 'yon pa ginamit kong password. Hindi tuloy ako pwedeng ma-late.

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Nahihirapan akong sabihin sa kanya. Ayokong dumating na naman sa puntong hindi ko na kaya and crying is my last relief na lang. Kasi naman, hindi na niya ko kinilala. Ganun na lang ba iyon?..

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Sometimes I doubt if you really deserve to know these things. Because even my blog doesn't deserve having these posts.. I sucked at words, that's why I don't say too much.

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Nasaan na kaya iyong cellphone ko? Sino kaya nakapulot sa kanya? Nami-miss ko na tuloy siya..

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Rizal Day nga pala ngayon. Holiday pero hindi naman kami kabilang sa mga double pay. Kasi naman.. lagi na lang nauurong ang holiday sa pinakamalapit na Monday. So, hindi kami kasamaaaaaaa...

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I saw Frances last December 24.. at wala akong nasabi. A simple civil smile na lang..
(Namimiss na din kita kaibigan..)

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Mon ano'ng balak mo? Baka mag-iba na naman ang sched mo.. at manatili ako sa sched ko (forever - 'wag naman!).. Mami-miss kita kapag nagkataon..

2011.. please be kind to me.. :)

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"So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are conditioned to a life of security, conformity, and conservatism, all of which may appear to give one peace of mind, but in reality nothing is more dangerous to the adventurous spirit within a man than a secure future. The very basic core of a man's living spirit is his passion for adventure. The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun."
— Chris McCandless

Christmas Day! :D

Just got a 3 days off from work, so I merciless took advantage on it. :D
Me and Eloida treated our family a free dinner outside and then watched a movie.

We ate at Lydia's Lenchon, which I preferred because I missed their Lechon Paksiw.. then we watched Ang Tanging Ina Mo (Last Na 'To!). Then took a lot of memorable pictures.. ^^

Sana laging Pasko pa laging magkakasama.. :D

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RLA's Christmas Party

Last December 24, morning, we had our exchange gift session and a little Christmas celebration since we don't really have a formal plan to throw a big party.. :D
We held our little party outside out building and in Jollibee near Alabang..
Here are some of the photos..

Happy Holidayssss.. :D

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I'm Here. Ü

I’m just here. See?

No?

Hmm.

Look around and you’ll find me.

Hangin’..

Hangin’..

Hangin’..

..I hung myself on the tree for you to see me..

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..before it’s too late, this could all disappear
before the doors close and it comes to an end
with you by my side I will fight and defend..

- Avril Lavigne, Keep Holding On

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At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world
Some are running scared
Some are coming home
Some tell lies to make it through the day
Others are just now facing the truth
Some are evil men, at war with good
Six billion people in the world
Six billion souls.
And sometimes…
…All you need is one.
          - One Tree Hill

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RICH.. ELLE..

성탄절 잘 보내요!

성탄절 행복해요! 

메리 크리스마스.

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Merry Christmas world!!
Sobrang pagod na pagod ako ngayon.. at inaantok  pa..
Just staying late for 12 am.. :)

I wanna feel the spirit of Christmas.. mamaya.. kung nararamdaman talaga yun!
hehe..

I'll miss you. Thanks for everything.

We miss you Pangz.. how I wish nandito ka on this holiday season.. :'(

Just got the best FOUR MONTHS.. at sana magtuloy-tuloy pa.. :)
.. got the best gift ever.. thank you Lord! :D

At kung sakaling hanggang doon lang, alam ko dahil iyon sa kagustuhan mo.
Nasa iyo lagi ang desisyon, alam mo kung ano ang tama. :)
Thank you kasi hindi mo kami pinabayaan..
Maraming salamat sa gift na ibinigay mo.. :)

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LIFE :)

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via Facebook

Anyways...

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE! :D

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I lost my cellphone.. again. :'(

Ngayon ko lang napansin ito sa lyrics ng Billionaire..

And yeah I’ll be in a whole new tax bracket
We in recession but let me take a crack at it
I’ll probably take whatevers left and just split it up
So everybody that I love can have a couple bucks
And not a single tummy around me would know what hungry was
Eating good sleeping soundly
I know we all have a similar dream
Go in your pocket pull out your wallet
And put it in the air and sing..

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NONE OF YOU CONFESS, CAN MAKE ME LOVE YOU LESS.

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 Credits to: The Holstee manifesto
and in the midst of thinking


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Parang iyong ulam ko lang kaninang tanghali..

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PATAWARIN MO NA LANG AKO.. :D

Can't help but think about this! :D

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GGUM

(DREAM)

K. Will

To prevent me from ever loving you
You should have made me blind
Why did you ever make me se your beauty
It’s too late now
Your essence has already spread through me
No matter how much I try to wash or to erase it
It keeps on endlessly spreading through me

REFRAIN:

Bit by bit I grew tired
I could collapse because of this familiar pain
It presses down on my shoulders
Life tells me
that I should have not dream
I should not have hope
I do not have permission to love you

Stop me from dreaming
I would rather stop breathing so I could leave
Why am I still here with you
I did not dream because that was the only way to live
Whenever I dream, whenever I love you 

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Magaling na ako..

Sa wakas, pagkalipas ng apat na pasko.. isang gamot na lang ang iinumin ko araw-araw.
Nag-improve na resistensya ko kaya pwede na akong kumain ng kumain sa darating na pasko..^^

Magaling na ako kaya..
I CELEBRATE BEING ALIVE!! :)

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When you love conditionally, you have to keep deciding if the other is worthy of your love. You can never let go of your guard enough to be content. Why not decide once and for all, and love once and for all. And be content.

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:'(

One more week.

Just one more week. Just give me time. One more week and I'll be there..
I am so sorry if I didn't made it, it's just that..
I don't even know what to say and how to do it..

Hold me tight. I'm losing it.. again.
Please, not now.
Not for this lifetime.
Hold me tight..

Remind me of the things that I have to do.
Never leave me dying like before.
I know I can do this.. with you.
And there's no way than up.

Hold me.
Help me.
Remind me.
Believe in me.
I trust you.

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I just.. can't.

I'm off for two days.
Yesterday was our company's Christmas Party @ ATC.
I didn't come.

Not because I'm really a KJ..
Like they said..
but because of something, something I really don't know about.

Have you ever feel that thing?
When at the first place you already know that you're not going to come?

Maybe because I just didn't see myself coming..

Enough.
My weekend's not really that good.
Just going through difficult times ..
I think.  

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Or barely getting by..

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RLA TEAM :) 

I want you to see me cry. And I want you to see me smile. I want you to know that I'm so ignorant, I don't even know anything about alcohol. I don't smoke; you do but it's okay. i want you to see me in all sweats with dirty feet. I want you to see my very worst so you will never expect anything more.. and I want you to know.. that behind all those lies.. what I said was true..