Been in a lot of work this past few weeks. I don't even know if I'm going to make..
Just tired.
Waking up every morning, and setting up all those stuff makes me sick. I have to do this for the rest of the year, or maybe for the rest of my life. And hell, no.
Waking up. Setting those stuffs. Going to school. Sit, wait and have a little talk. The longest 2 hours of my every day life. Sucks.
I hate it! Why do I have to do all those things?
Thinking about it makes my brain aches, feeling I would vomit any minute.
I even thought of sneaking as early as possible just to skip a day of not doing that. But my guilt won't allow me. At least my conscience, by far, sticks on me.
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