2009: Year Ender Post

2009 was a tough year, if I would just be honest to myself.

lahat ng pwedeng mangyari ay nangyari..

and to be perfectly honest.. I would like to mention the following..

may umalis..

may dumating..

may sumira ng tiwala ko..

may lumayas at nagtago sa bahay..

tatlong banggaan at isang nasagasaan sa harap ng bahay..

madaming aksidente..

si Lending di pa din tapos..

si charcoal naging crush ko!

so much loses and hope..

so much heartbreaks and love..

so much realizations..

and maturity-ness.. :)

Madaming taong dumating at madaming taong umalis..

madami akong taong minahal..

at madaming taong naging bahagi ng buong taon ko..

magmula sa sofalaz..

sa Buendia..

sa Divisoria..

kay Manong Sid..

maging kina Jakkar..

sa family ni Tita Trish..

at kina Tintin..

hanggang kina Charcoal at Appetizer.. :)

sa Isohunt family..

Google na peburit ku..

Twitter na nagpapatawa sa akin..

sa Facebook na makulet..

at sa lahat..

It was a tough and GREAT year for me, and for my family!:)

This post is inspired by the people whom I love the most..

and for all the people who became part of my traumatic 2009.. :D

` papa in Dubai..

` Bibz and Mongol in Bulacan..

` and for the rest of my family.. I love you all, never forget that!♥

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and I wish..

2010 would also be a great year for us..

I wish for more blessings for my family..

health and unity..

sa aking bagong school..

I wish I can adjust easily..

sa mga friends ko around the globe.. :)

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God was so amazing and so good!

He even let me use the computer at this very moment, when every one is so busy preparing for the New Year's Eve!

God is Great like each and every one of us.. :)

and lastly..

let us welcome 2010 with high hopes.. and love.. :)

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Stomach Disturbances

Okay, ganito kasi ‘yon. Gusto kong ipahinga buong sistema ko. Iyon bang hihiwain ko ang aking katawan na para bang i-iimbalsamo – siyempre, sa dibdib yon. Dahan-dahang hihiwain at dahan-dahang kukunin ang bawat organs ko sa loob ng katawan. Tapos, ilalagay ko sa isang flat surface or something stable na place, ilalatag ng maingat ang bawat organs at pagpapahingain. Kasama na doon ang atay, baga, mga bituka na hirap na hirap ng mag-digest, puso kong kahit broken na eh nagagawa pa ding gumana at kung ano-ano pa. Tapos gano’n din sa aking utak. Utak na hirap na hirap ng umunawa, mag-isip at umintindi sa galaw ng buhay. Gusto ko lang silang ipagpahinga. Kahit saglit lang – walang hassle and worry-free. Pwede ba iyon?

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Under the southern lights

 

Since mawalan ng Lights, at para bang malapit na akong magsawa sa Sofalaz – entirely – naisip kong kelangan, kahit saglit lang naman, ng konting “soulrest” and “Unwinding” moments. Sumama ako kay mama sa pagde- deliver ng sofa sa Camella Muntinlupa, kung saan naroon ang bahay namin. Bahay na talagang matatawag naming sa amin, taga doon din kasi ang naging costumer namin. So ayun nga, sumama ako, pero hindi rin nagpahuli ang mga bubwit! Sumama din sina Mike at Jhara, tapos pinasama na rin ni mama si Jerome. Sa truck ni Mr. Jack n’ Jill kami sumakay. Madalas naming rentahan ang truck nila, syempre si Mang Tony ang driver. Gabi na kami nagdeliver, mahangin at sobrang lamig kasi sa labas kami nakasakay, habang nakaupo kaming tatlo ni Mike, Jerome at ako sa mga sofa, si mama at Jhara naman sa tabi ni Mang Tony na nagda-drive. Dumaan kami sa Daanghari. Ang saya! Road trip na road trip talaga! Pagdating sa Daanghari, tumayo na kami sa likod ng truck, wafakelz kung may makakita. Hehe. Tapos sabay sigaw at kaway sa hangin. Madilim sa Daanghari, maraming puno at mahangin. Maraming sasakyan at wala masyadong tao. Masaya palang gawin yoon. Lalo na kapag sobrang stressed sa araw araw. Magandang pahinga sa kaluluwa at isipan ang kakaibang road trip na yun. Di naman kailangan ng magarbong sasakyan, ang mahalaga, Malaya ang travel. Yung tipong pwedeng sumigaw, kumaway sa hangin at tumayo sa sasakyan habang bumibyahe ito. Kakaibang experience… I love it! :)

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Matagal ko na talagang gustong i-download ang movie na ito.
Starring Emile Hirsch... well, it's not about Emile Hirsch 'noh?
it's about the story itself. kakapanood ko pa lang ng trailer nito
sa Youtube at parang hmmmm.. maganda. Maganda din ang mga comments!
I guess I should start downloading this one.. :)

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Mike and Jhara

When you can live, what do you live for?

ahem.. medyo na re-phrase lang 'yung Trailer dialogue ng Twilight na, "When you can live forever, what do you live for?". I know this would sounds cruel but.. do you ever got any idea what to live for? Any reasons to live?

Well, I got mine.. :) And you should have..

These two kids.. mga kapatid ko sila..

Mike, 7 and Jhara, 3, as of this writing..

I love them as anyone would love their siblings. I just love them unconditionally, though 'di nila iyon mauunawaan sa ngayon.

These kids taught me to love unconditionally. To give.. to share.. and to live truthfully.

Ilang taon na ba ako kumpara sa kanila na napaka bata pa?

Mama at Papa, masyado na silang matatanda para ibigay ang pangangailangan nila..

That's why I'm here. Do you get the point? That's why I'm here, I was born for these kids.. :)

And I love that idea.. this is not for my own ego. It's just THAT. :)

not just to be a good ate for them..

just doing my Human Responsibility..

I wish them the best blessings in this false world..

I'll give them what they need..

I'll love them as much as I could.. unconditionally.. ♥

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Post "Merry Christmas" Greetings

weeh..

Merry Christmas people around the globe!

For my Family whom I spent the Christmas with..

For Biboy who visited us all the way from Bulacan. He's my brother anyway. He works on my Auntie's Bakery in Bulacan. I missed him so much! I wish we had more time together..:(

For my Dad who works in Dubai. This is the third Christmas we spent without you..

I love you and we missed you so much! I wish for you all the blessings there. We love you!! keep yourself safe for us! I love you, Dad. Don't forget that.

And for all of my friends..

friends around the world!

sa Facebook and sa Twitter world..

Merry Christmas! :)

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Merry Christmas!


mailbox.
wow! 53162 email messages from my mailbox?
that's ... awesome?!
haha..
I don't know if I could read those emails before the year ends!
yikes..


So, paano ba yan? Pasko na naman?..
Maligayang Pasko sa lahat ng nilalang sa buong planeta..
maging maligaya at makabuluhan sana ang pagse-celebrate ninyo nito.. :)

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